Pat Sheedy’s memoir of a reformed gambling addict

Lea Hogg August 11, 2024

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Pat Sheedy’s memoir of a reformed gambling addict

“A Hundred to One: 100 Convictions, 1 Million Euro, The Devastating Story of a Compulsive Gambler” is a raw and unfiltered account of Pat Sheedy’s life. He began writing this book while serving a three-year sentence in Portlaoise Prison for fraud. In the memoir, Sheedy reflects on his past and he attempts to shed light on society’s misunderstanding of addiction.

Pat Sheedy, from Limerick in Ireland,, was brutally honest about into his lifelong struggle with self-esteem and addiction. Born and raised in Moyross, Sheedy was often the target of bullying due to his physical appearance. His early experiences of feeling out of place, particularly at a prestigious school he attended, laid the groundwork for his future struggles.

Sheedy’s memoir is not just about his battle with gambling; it’s a story of a man’s desperate quest for acceptance and popularity. Despite not being conventionally attractive, Sheedy possessed an outgoing personality and a knack for storytelling. His journey into the world of gambling began at the very young age of 14 when he won an accumulator bet, an event that catapulted him into a life of deception and criminality.

With recent reports indicating that one in 30 Irish adults struggles with gambling, Sheedy’s candid narrative provides a human perspective to these alarming statistics. He dismisses the idea that individuals like him lack intelligence. Instead, he argues that intelligence, coupled with the ability to deceive and manipulate, is a common trait among gamblers.

Sheedy’s life has been marked by a series of fraudulent activities, from forging cheques and stealing ATM cards to cooking the books at a housing project. His actions eventually led to his first suspended jail sentence at the age of 21, with a detective labelling him a “real menace to society.”

From gambler to reformer

However, Sheedy’s life took a turn when he managed to overcome his addiction for over a decade. He leveraged his communication skills to carve out a successful career in marketing with a Dublin magazine. He enjoyed the perks of his newfound social status, driving a BMW and frequently traveling abroad for rugby internationals.

Unfortunately, Sheedy succumbed to his addiction once more, lured back into the world of gambling that had evolved significantly with emerging technologies. His fraudulent activities became more sophisticated, leading to a series of criminal escapades.

Despite the grim nature of his story, Sheedy’s memoir is filled with valuable insights from his numerous Gamblers Anonymous meetings. He shares his experiences and learnings, such as the striking similarity between the dopamine hits from winning and losing bets.

While Sheedy’s narrative occasionally veers off into personal anecdotes about failed relationships and the death of his father, the central theme remains his struggle with addiction. It would be interesting to hear Sheedy’s views on Ireland’s upcoming Gambling Regulation Bill.

Sheedy’s story concludes on a hopeful note. With the support of a counsellor, he won the Writing in Prison Award at Listowel Writers’ Week for his short stories two years in a row, receiving a standing ovation led by actor Stephen Rea. He has since lost significant weight, earned an Open University degree, and begun working with organizations that assist ex-convicts.

Sheedy hopes his memoir will inspire other addicts to reflect on their behaviour.

(Featured photo: Author Pat Sheedy on the right with Michael D Higgins, President of the Republic of Ireland)